The second coming

Well this has been quite a long time since i have doing anything like this. Where do i start to explain the rollercoaster i have been through over the past few months… hmmmmmm i guess i should start from where i left off… Well march the third… i was still ill  after that… i have been quite badly ill since then… It resulted in the major news of my life… i ended up seeing my doctor and he said to me i might have to have an operation to relieve the pain and discomfort i have been in. Inbetween this i had my birthday celebration and had a pleasant meal with boys and generally chilled out… For my bday i got some clothes and an soon to arrive ipad from family… also got a racket of mohsin and a t-shirt of amer (the legends ) Then after my bday i got the unfortunate news that my operation was required so i had to go in to blackburn for an ilyestomy and partial bowel removal surgery. Not gonna lie to all you people even though i was looking forward to it cause i knew it would mean no more pain but when i got in to the clothes and all that happened… i shit it in a big way(which now looking back was ironic if you know what an ilyestomy is)… I guess i was unaware of the seriousness of this whole ordeal. I thought id be fine in a couple of days and it wouldnt be a major thing… i had 16  staples on where they cut me open and have had to had a change of lifestyle but i am getting used to it… in hospital i was okay but i had bad times and good times i was happy with all the people who came to visit me it really did mean a lot and then i got let out on tuesday after doctors said i was okay…

Then i got sent back to hospital on wednesday and on wednesday i had the worst night of my life… gastric bypass it isnt a pleasant thing trust me on this one… But after that horrific night i am doing okay since and i have my appetite back and all that… I am looking forward to getting myself on the road to recovery… Now i am all about building my weight and getting healthy and then preparing for my reverse ilyestomy operation which will happen in a few months time… Also i have been found that i dont have crohns disease now it was just a case of tb which destroyed my insides… That is good news as the tb is cureable where as crohns isnt (although sadif may beg to differ about the whole tb being curable thing)

So now thats out of the way the future is the way to look… Am i going to london with the boys or rage concert i can officially rule out the concert and say im very unlikely to be going to london then… I think its too soon for me… I wont be doing much for next two weeks and then hopefully start building up slowly slowly… I have to keep active and not bed ridden but i cant even walk down a street without getting breathless at the moment… thats how bad my fitness is at the moment… I wont be going on a holiday with the boys but if im better i might go back to italy for a week or so… Also i have been give another 2 months off work but then hopefully i should be back this should be my final absence… I think that i am going to be able to finish university in the summer and then graduate a little later then everyone but still graduate none the less i just have two exams and one piece of work… anyhoo its way past my bedtime and now i hope to update more often with more updates on the recovery as i am finally pain free and as i said on the road to recovery… Hopefully this will be the start of more consistent blogging!