This has been eagerly awaited… maybe just by me… but still the eagerness is there… What has been new in my life… hmmmmmmmmmmmm well first of all i must talk about the reason i am blogging from barnoldswick and not manchester. This is the same reason as to why i watch top gear and sky sports news on the hour every hour and then through the night. I am still ill with tb and crohns and i still suffer from intense stomach pains… This means for most of the day im just laying in bed with a pillow over my stomach and im just waiting for the pain to go and then once it passes i try to eat a bit and then go back to sleep!!! its a good life compared to the life of all you people doing all the university final year work (im lying of course i’d well rather be in manchester!!!!)

Yesterday i went to next to go and get my sister a birthday present… and after 4 minutes of walking around looking for something i actually felt like i was gonna throw up and got dizzy so i just went home with nothing… (by the way happy day after your birth sadia… i did plan on publishing this yesterday but instead i started watching love actually and then 8 out of 10 cats… sorry!!!) I have an appointment tomorrow where im going to ask if there isnt anything he can give to get rid of the stomach pain… the problem being that the medicine for crohns makes the tb in my body a lot worse but i have been on tb meds for about a month now and surely them meds should have done something… So i am hopeful that i am going to be better soon… My mother and father and auntie all want me to go and stay in hospital for like a week until i start eating properly etc… i refuse to as everytime im in hospital i dont like it… it depresses me and its just all round not a nice place to be!!!

Well so now its that time where i divulge all the information of what has been going on in my life since the last time i blogged… FYI i havent been lazy i have been quite badly ill hence why i havent been blogging but im going to miss most of the depressing ill details and push onto more fun WOOOOOOOOOOOOO details… Well where i left in my blogging bonanza last time was the mush dot co dot uk… the biggest waste of money on a birthday present ever… These were the good days when i was still at university living the life chilling top billing (whatever that means)  then the weekend after that i went home cause i started feeling ill again… Then i reappeared on the thursday for mohsin’s/zaf’s/sal’s birthday which was an all boys bonanza… it was a top laugh actually and it was after the magical semi final against man city and so we were all buzzing about wayne rooney… It was a good laugh but after that night i was a lot iller i went a lot of steps backwards… then i went for two birthday bonanza’s for ya man atafarellis birthday once with amer (aka poops)and once with sadif(aka poops) khuram(aka poops) sajid(aka poops) imran(aka poops) manzar(aka poops) majid(aka poops)… it was a good do on both times really good laughs… and then after that i got ya man asjad his birthday present which i still havent given him cause then on the day of his birthday i started projectile vomiting everywhere!!! it wasnt the best time i have had on asjads birthday!!! so unfortunately i couldnt make it but im sure in the summer i can succesfully photoshop myself into them pictures to make it seem like i was there!!!

Inbetween i have been chilling with khuram or ataf amz and kaz or sadif or manzar or mohsin or gobz actually i have to say all the crew have been very good to me since i have been ill like ibz, zahid, muddy, adeel, aneesa, nayab,  chantelle, zainab, hamzah, oun,  majid, imran, zaf and issy all keep in touch and ask how i am and its always nice when you hear people are wondering how you are it infaltes your ego big time!!! Even laura told me to update my blog and i was actually doing it at that time and that just freaked me out and made me feel like i was being watched… i closed the curtains in my room after that message!!! In other news i am going to see RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE IN FINSBURY PARK WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! THE FREE CONCERT!!!!!! COURTESY OF AMER DITTA!!! Me amer and sadif are going to be in london in june proper mashing it up and the best thing about it being that khuram khawer saqub ataf and mohsin are all going to be piling down with us!!! Should be a top laugh!!! I am also going to see jason manford aswell… see being ill means you get great presents… That is proven by how ataf got me a ipod touch for when i wasnt feeling well!!! it was a very moving moment… there were all kinds of different tears!!! My sister also got my some clothes which i am buzzing off at the moment!!!

So what does the future hold for me? well at the moment i think its more likely that i wont be finishing my final year this year… and ill have to repeat it next year but im not giving up and i hope to be able to pull a rabbit out of a hat and finishing this year and so my therefore i can graduate this year… Luckily my dad has said to me these legendary words “look at ataf kashaf and sadia… they spent 5,6 even 7 years at uni… you still have 5 years to finish this final year” that made me laugh as it reminded me that even i spend four years it still means i would have spent the least time in uni   But i am hoping to go to manchester to see the boys… i just need to make myself feel better hundred percent before i go back out in the real world!!!

Yep just incase that news missed you it is 2010… A new decade and all that razzmatazz (i dont know if thats how you spell that word but im pretty certain thats correct). Before i talk about the whole new year and whats being going on i would like to wish Aneesa a happy birthday!!! It is her birthday today and i hope she has an awesome time celebrating!!! And also i wanna give credit to the manchester people for creating what you can see on the side of this… Yes my hat is on top of it so im claiming a contribution towards it… Its a pretty impressive snowman well done to the SRB! Now on to Me Whats been going on since my mammoth new years blog well first of all i have been resting my hands and then i have bought a netbook in a major upgrade of my life! Its so light and has an unbelievable screen! Major thanks to my sister who helped me buy it by buying my laptop off me and thanks to ataf for buying it so i didnt have to wait for my loan to come through…

I spent my new years with mohsin and alfie and kashaf and manzar with the first three and i playing monopoly and manzar coming down to chill… Yep thats right i finished the decade playing monopoly woo hoo! I was still confined to my house at the time plus normally we dont do anything on new years. New years is a time to chill for us barlickers normally. I still remember the infamous 2006 new years with asjad sadif and mohsin with a special guest phone appearance by ibrar if i remember correctly. It was amazing but all we did is just chill!!! Anyhoo on New years day me mohsin alfie manzar and sadif went on a legendary walk to fouldridge and back… Was a pretty good and pretty cold walk and we were all so tired it was unbelievable! Then after that we went to shimlas and went for sheesha (the reason for why we are so unhealthy). I am no longer a smoker but am partial to the places and the places we went to was alright in bradford…

Then on sunday something terrible happened in the FA Cup and we had another monopoly sessionfollowed by watching the jason manford stand up dvd… It was pretty funny but didnt hide the fact that it was a terrible day Now this week i have been cleared to rejoin society but have been snowed in lol ironically! I will be returning to work on friday and i cant wait to get out of the house!!! I have an appointment with a specialist on tuesday and uni work to hand in on monday so these next few days are going to be pretty hectic!!! I have to admit aswell i did stay awake to watch bret hart come back on raw… the kid inside me couldnt resist… it was toooooooo much!!!!!!! it reminded me of a time when wwf was the shit and life was all about smelling what the rock is cooking and delivering the sweet chin music… THOSE WERE THE DAYS!!!I have been listening to music again for the first time in a while and am really buzzing of Daniel Merriweather if you dont know him you need his album. If you dont believe me listen to his song Red (you’ll probably have already heard it). I am loving that song at the moment and i am also in love with Kramer at the moment!!! HES TOOOO MUCH!!!!! Btw if you couldnt tell im procasinating from doing my human factors… if only essays were as easy as blogs!!! life would be so much simpler!!! I am so sick of uni right now its unbelievable… i cant wait to finish uni!!!

Taken from www.sadif.co.uk

First of question time… Regardless of how much Nick Griffin was exposed the fact he was on legitimised the fact the bnp are an actual existance and thats just the sad thing But i dont even want to waste words on them… Theres better things to blog about then people who cant get over there own inner weaknesses and just blame miniorites or people with differing lifestyles…

Something much more worth the time talking about is MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL!!! This sunday… 2:00pm… meaning i cant watch it… unless something magical happens… I cant see liverpool losing 5 games in the row… my brain just cant comprehend such a thing to happen… even though they have been playing so badly they will play better against us… and apparently rooney and gerrard are doubts… i hope we win after the last season debarcle…

In other news… Something amazing happened to mohsin on Thursday… Words can not describe what actually happened… but let me assure you… it was by far the funniest thing ever… it was throughly embarrasing for all involved and i dont think i have laughed so hard in my life…

University isnt too bad at the moment… Life at the moment is just going along… I cant wait for football seen as though i have been cleared and have actually got more vitamin E then a fish, its all about getting fit now… Although i know football is going to be solid for next few weeks hopefully i start building up stamina and hopefully i will be better physically then ever before insh’Allah. Although for this week Ataf and Sadif will be both be out joining long time injured player khuram on the sidelines. Possible replacements could be Asad and Rahim but likely to come in are Veterans Manzar and Saqub.

PRO EVOLUTION IS ALSO OUT TODAY!!! I EXPECT ATAF TO HAVE BOUGHT IT BY THE TIME I COME BACK FROM FNF! (although i dont expect it to be as good as fifa 10…)