i have been ill… Man cold slash lack of eating again… i have a doctors appointment on weds… gonna see if he will give me drugs to hide the problem for a while so i can put some weight on! Anyhoo Whats been going on well Friday Night Football has already been discussed but what else happened… Had fun at the Chantelle birthday bonanza… OMG we did fireworks (muddy and asjads present) and it was so scary cause a firework hit a tree and came back at us and almost hit asjad. Then went to dinner and the food was nice but i didnt eat much cause i wasnt very well and cause of that i couldnt chill much at night… But was a good laugh!!! i woke up at 4 and chantelle and talal were chilling and i was so out of it but went to chill with them a bit… i fear for the things i could have said… i dont remember i had very little control over my body… Without self restriction i fear for what was said… I gave her my present though… a  lime green man met hoodie you know thats slick!!!

Friday went home and work then FNF and then Saturday i went to work… and i found out that Laura is an AVID reader of my blog! i was so buzzing… it was class!!! Proper made my day… i didnt think anyone would read yet then i was buzzing when i found out! Then i watched david hayes dullest fight ever at manzars with the boys and we just talked about the scary chelsea game and how we were going to get battered!  Then sunday came and i went home for work sick cause my man cold was proper bad… then i went to watch the game and cried cause we were better and lost!

Monday i spent at home not at uni cause im ill and spent all day final year projecting and digital Marketing. One thing i have realised is that my final year project is going to be solid… I need to get some hardcore reading done before i can start… next time im in uni i just need to get some reading… I keep emailing my tutor but he doesnt reply! Just cause he has a cool name (Angel Salazar) doesnt mean he cant ignore my emails… Although with a name like that you can do whatever you want! And oh yeah Asia taught me a new word which im going to incorporate into my vocab aswell wiltering… Good little word that!

Tuesday i have done little work and am going to chill with alfie in a bit… Got a proper morale boost from the Sonia and Ifrah talking about my website… I dont know why i proper buzz when anyone mentions my website its like a very good achievement for me!  I am feeling a bit better today and i think im going to be back in manchester wednesday and gonna go watch a christmas carol with sabi and whoever else wants to come on weds! then on sat if its a good movie im going to watch it with alfie at IMAX in bradford DIGITAL DISNEY 3D IMAX!!! Should be amazing!!! A christmas carol is one of the stories i have always remembered from a kid… i remember reading it and i buzzed off it! You cant beat an old grumpy man becoming nice! Although the name of the movie could be a bit different init… lol just kidding! im okay with that part of my life… i would even re add her but at the moment shes far too hardcore in her twitter updates for me to be able to be add her… need for her things to settle down then im pretty sure we can be friends again.

I have realised a few things… Co-op is actually a good place to work whilst being a student… I always wanted to quit before now for the first time… im actually okay with working (although i still hate certain customers… Ibrar will know who… One guy calls me cock casually everytime he comes to my till! i say lan to him! i actually hate that guy!) Another thing i have realised is that Youtube is amazing for when your bored! I have always under rated Youtube as a site… but i was just watching like a million music videos off it on sunday its class! its my media player atm! And the final thing i have realised is that Twitter is the future and everyone should get on twitter… Seriously any twitter people find me im tariq89 i love group tweet convos on twitter with ataf sadif and mohsin. its brilliant!